61. What is love all about?

Sometimes I am just wondering what love is all about? And yes, love is sweet and bitter but what does it mean to love someone? Your destiny is not belong to people who do not deserve you. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. I've got to know when people's part in my story is over so that I don't keep trying to raise the dead. I've got the gift of good-bye. I've loved someone who I can never be able to forget for the rest of my life... Although he has already left me. I still wish him all the best no matter where we are, no matter whom he is with and no matter how life takes me to ... Let the past be the past! I don't want to wait for him any more and I now do not try to keep something that does not belong to me and was never intended for my life. I just want to let them go and no turning back...Tomorrow will come!

60. "Goong - Hoang Cung"

I have just finished the Korean Drama named "Goong"-"Hoang Cung". This is one of my most memorable dramas. It leaves a mark in my mind about desires of Love. Love among three main characters: Shin Goon(Crown Prince), CG (Crown Princess) and Yul (Prince) in Goong is pretty much similar to "Full House", but I prefer "Goong"! Although the drama ends with a happy ending and satisfies most of audiences' wishes, I feel unhappy! For I like Yul the best.

Yul has pure eyes, a warm smile and most important of all, his deep love toward CG. Oh Gosh, his smile is killing me! No matter how hard he tries and tries, CG cannot give her heart to him. He just stands right behind her to encourage, comfort, listen to her and he always gets ready to be with her whenever she wants. The most unforgettable thing is what CG tells Yul: "The stars have a reason to die, and so do humans. 2,5 million years. When those 2,5 million years pass, they say that you might even meet the people you know again. At that time, don't pretend to know me and please just run away from me because I don't want you to be hurt... because I cannot give you my heart... because I might still love Shin"--"Then, I will wait then" Yul said. Ohhh, poor Yul! I hope Yul and CG go out and be a couple in the real life.

I wish I could be loved like that but if so, I must be CG-Crown Princess... I am not :) One sudden thought just comes into my mind in which if I will meet the people I know again after 2,5 million years, will I still love him? Will I forgive him for what he has done to me? It is said that our greatest need is not "happiness" but "forgiveness"... To be honest, I am not sure! We are now no longer boyfriend and girlfriend... but a new being. Part of me goes with him and part of him stays with me... Hopefully, we will meet and be a couple again in a new and different life. Let's wait and see what happen after 2,5 million years then :) I would like to enjoy with all of you in this current life and hopefully, I can see you again in 2,5 million years!

Cheer up!

59. Yul - Kim Jung Hoon- You are killing me!