30. An end for you and me???

Honey,
I love calling you"honey". It is very sweet, isn't it? We have been loving each other for about more than 4 years. Yes, 4 years... I am trying to search my heart for answers I desperately need and wondering why I let you invade my life when I knew things could never be. You enticed me with hope, fulfilled the loneliness and made life easier to cope. As I looked into your eyes, I have seen through the window of your soul. I saw a heart filled with love. A heart I knew could never turn cold... but it is was not quite enough... When you are torn by two. Two women that you love and it is tearing your heart into, but you have choice to make, to set one of us free...yes, one of us!!! Long distance love is hard! I have told you what I need to tell you , I have done what I need to do for you ...but...you want to release all of your love . Honey, I have to set one of us free and I decide to leave you even though I still love you so much.

Honey, I want you to find a good girl who can bring happiness and peace to your heart. And most important of all, she will be with you when you feel lonely or upset. I really don't want to be selfish. What I want to do is to make you happy...that is all I could do for you. I love you...therefore, I let you go, let you find your true love and deep happiness... with her! I need to say thank you to her because she can take care of you when I am too far away... We are not on the same road, honey! The road ahead is not easy; it is very long and lonely but that is what I choose to do... No matter where we are, I wish you happiness...

Of all the things that bored you
interested you
hurt you
excited you
Much you will soon forget
But I hope you will remember
that I truly loved you

Take care!